THOMAS ALEXANDER CARRICK 1 February 1932 ~ 27 May 2010 No
verse or phrase from Scripture presented itself as a tag on which to
hang this Appreciation and so I have simply titled it: “Was there
something?” In this place, to borrow a phrase from the writer to the
Hebrews, “we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses” who have
gone before us in faith. Time is too short to tell of Marjorie Jackson
and Jimmy McClure, of Alan Heaslip and Jean McBryde, of Betty Holloway,
John Davies and so many others – of, in the past few days, Audrey
Girling, Irene Brodie, Brian Bagnall, Peter Boggis. All these were
people of faith, fondly remembered, but they would tell you that the
doyen, the very embodiment, of the spirituality, the musicality, the
faith of St John’s, Dumfries, is the man whose loss we mourn, whose
life we celebrate, this morning: Thomas Alexander Carrick, Dip. Mus.
Ed., RSAM, LTCL. Tom’s life was so rich and varied that it’s
difficult to know where to begin – and, once started, may be equally
difficult to stop. He was, among so many things: teacher of music;
organist; choirmaster; bibliophile; horologist (who can forget the
cacophony of chimes every hour on the hour? – and so artfully captured
on the answering machine); caravanner extraordinaire; de facto curator
of the Crichton Church; carer to his mother – and to so many others;
indefatigable visitor of the sick; rescuer of pianos and organs around
the country; cheese scone baker; world expert on the Glasgow and South
Western Railway; and, of course, winder-up-in-chief to six Rectors of
St John’s in succession. He was a Doonhamer
through-and-through. Apart from his college years and National Service
(when, as he said, “I suffered for my country on the beaches of
Berwick-upon-Tweed”) he lived and worked here all his life. And
he became a kenspeckle figure. Everybody knew Tom. Only yesterday, I
was chatting to a coach driver in the garage waiting-room and,
inevitably, my history came out. He said: “St John’s? My old music
teacher at the High School was the organist of St John’s: Tom Carrick.
That was some man!” And when I explained that Tom’s funeral was to be
today, he was genuinely moved. That’s some measure of the affection in
which he was generally held. Although he developed
friendship and acquaintance all over the country, Tom’s closest friends
were lifelong; people from the caring environment of this town and this
congregation - many of you here today, others looking down on us.
And here, I think, is the point at which to honour Robert’s –
Robert Lind’s – gentle, supportive companionship over so many years,
and to thank Robert and Colin, on behalf of all Tom’s friends, for the
loving dedication with which they kept vigil with him these last, long
weeks. A stanza of Hilaire Belloc’s comes to mind: - From quiet homes and first beginnings,
- Out to the undiscovered ends,
- There’s nothing worth the wear of winning
- But laughter and the love of friends.
In
the summer of 1956 Tom was appointed organist of the Crichton and then,
in the autumn, of St John’s, and for the next 54 years he was
effectively synonymous with both places. He always said he would only
do 50 years, and if asked recently why he still struggled on, he would
reply, “I’m playing injury time.” On his own at first, then in
partnership with William Williamson, Frank Davis and Jamie Brand, he
took a long musical tradition to new heights and consistent
quality. He loved everything to be done decently and in order –
most especially the Liturgy - and was genuinely distressed when things
went wrong, or were not up to scratch. I wish I had been there on the
occasion when, before a service, he stopped playing and turned to a
particularly noisy congregation with the words: “Ssh! I don’t do
cabaret!” No-one should think that it was anything other
than jolly hard work. Saturday mornings, rehearsing the children, were
particularly fraught, not least because the Altar Guild would turn up
to clean the Chancel at the same time. The dusting and polishing and
hoovering would go on until he could stand it no more. The voice would
ring out, “Are we disturbing you, Mrs Miller?” And Jenny, all unawares,
would reply, “Not at all Mr Carrick. Do carry on.” At which point he
would collapse theatrically against the piano. | A high point for the choir was its concert tour in the United States in
1994, and there was general gloom amid the excitement of the
preparations when Tom announced he would not be going. The concerts
were no problem, but the attendant social round, the canapés, the small
talk in crowded rooms, being hosted in the homes of strangers, was
not for Tom. He summed it up to me: “Sleeping in other people’s beds is
gall and wormwood to me. Pity I can’t take the caravan.” A choirboy,
Stuart Chalmers, now a graphic designer, overheard the remark, and
produced a cartoon of a transatlantic jet towing Tom’s caravan. It
burst the bubble of anxiety nicely and the tour went ahead without him.
That was probably just as well since, by the time they came back, he
was already suffering from the heart problems that would plague him
thereafter. Tom
and I had a wonderful working relationship. We shared a love of
Anglican worship, especially Evensong (which was never a chore to
either of us), and of the warm, rich textures of British choral and
organ music – Elgar, Parry, Wood, Vaughan Williams, John Ireland. As we
grew to trust each other, I was awarded the accolade of “You announce
it, Rector, and we’ll sing it.” At least, I think it was an
accolade.... We didn’t quite see eye to eye on the more sugary
catholic revival hymns – so he got “Sweet Sacrament divine” once a year
for Corpus Christi, and “Shall we not love thee Mother dear” if he
could slip it past someone else when I was on holiday. Nor were we
entirely in tune on the matter of modern hymnody. I recall the organ
copy of one that was headed “’Shine Jesus shine’, words and music by
Graham Kendrick (born 1950)” against which, in the unmistakeable
handwriting, was the annotation “Pity!” After my last
Service here, he came into the sacristy with his characteristic
benison, “God be with you till we meet again.” Then he shook his head
and drew me a long look: “All these years,” he said, “and never a cross
word between us.” And stumped out. To this day, I’m not sure whether
that thought pleased or disappointed him.... His legacy in all
kinds of areas is amazing, and we may be able to reflect on the breadth
of it at the Memorial Service to come. For the moment, let me focus on
St John’s. First of all, there is the organ itself, his
joy for so many years. We first began to plan its restoration about
1993, and, since the consummation of that long process in the
magnificent instrument we hear today, he has looked and sounded like a
man whose life’s work is complete. Then there’s the generations
of children, many hundreds of them, whose introduction both to music
and to faith, and in some cases even to caring adults, was in the choir
of St John’s – though (as he often pointed out) ex-choirboys
seem as likely to end up in Barlinnie as in theological college. His
policy of leaving the organ unlocked and of actively encouraging young
people to try it out, along with his infinite patience with his many
organ scholars, means that all round the world his former pupils are
leading worship from the organ console. More than that was the
example he set of living the faith and loving the Liturgy. It
was Tom, more than any Rector, who, by his faithful attendance,
maintained the tradition of the daily Eucharist. When Tom played or
conducted, when his choir sang, it was not simply a musical
performance, it was his bounden duty and service – to use his gifts for
the glory of God. Something of that has seeped into the very fabric of
this building, contributing to its atmosphere of holiness, and is far,
far more precious than any tangible memorial. As all the
foregoing has, I hope, suggested, the crusty carapace and Meldrew-ish
exterior, was simply a device adopted to shield a man who was
sensitive, emotional, private, frighteningly intelligent, fiercely
loyal, deeply faithful – and much loved. As the chap in the garage said
yesterday, “That was some man!” Like all of you, I was glad to call him
friend. One of his favourite musical passages was the
“Profisicere Anima Christiana” from “The Dream of Gerontius”. The
combination of Elgar and Newman touched all his Anglo Catholic
sensibilities. We shall hear the words again later, but I want to end
with them here, as my farewell to an old friend. - Go forth upon your journey from this world O Christian soul,
- Into the hands of the Father who made you,
- To find life in Christ who redeemed you,
- To rejoice in the Spirit who renews you.
- May the heavenly host sustain you
- And the company of the redeemed enfold you.
- May peace be yours this day,
- And the heavenly city your eternal home. Amen.
[The Revd Canon David Bayne gave this Appreciation at Tom Carrick’s funeral in St John’s on Saturday 5th June, 2010.] |